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14th-Feb-2006 11:24 am - Mrs Ruchi
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Some Ritual
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So I am married. :-)
A whirlwind of days, emotions and moments. Wanted to write so much.. about the marriage, my parents, my honeymoon, him, me, different roles of being a daughter-in-law, an aunt and a wife. But thankfully I have little internet access!

I am taking each day slowly. Sometimes I think I need to start an entire courtship ritual with husband, get to know him all over again, as he has gone back. I need to fall slowly and steadily in love with him and have it stay forever. Its so different this time. I loved him before I knew him. And a week was all it took. Not like my usual character, but then it just felt right.

Right now I am dealing with being a bit alone, tired, changing my name, and occasionally a bit useless now that I am not working. But I dont want to react. Just taking things as they come.

Happy Valentines Day husband. And everyone else. For everything else.

ps, parth, taari bhamini parni gai. :-) Pan aa panetar ma photo taaraj maate.
11th-Dec-2005 11:38 pm - When I get married
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Its the night before the wedding. I am in my room. Do I take off the Tom Cruise poster, the malhar poster? Do I pack off all my tapes and CDs that I wont be taking with me? What happens to my favourite torn tshirts that I wear in the night? My new clothes are neatly packed new clothes in some suitcases. Is that all that will be with me in my passage of time from one home to another? From being unmarried to being married?

Pretty crazy, but all these thoughts have been going through my head since evening. My cousin, who is but 2 mths younger than me, and we have been pretty close is all set to get married tomorrow morning. No one seems to think of the same things that I am thinking of, but what the heck, I cannot imagine my whole life NOT being in my room. The room that is my safe haven.

On another happy note, I have been looking radiant and having fun. Its nice and cool here in A'bad and I am liking the rich life!
Missing you guys tons.
Ok, I am not used to this comp so shall log off. Need to get up really early tomorrow morning~!

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