Its a rainy day here. Absolutely gloomy. And like always I am happy and sad. 

Happiest when I hold onto the days gone by and my memories with you. Late night phone converastions, early morning messages, group chats, compliments, when you told me you liked me. I am not vain. I just feel loved and pure enough that I too have loved you back. I missed you. I still miss you. You might not know how lonely I can be. You might not know the importance of friendship which is realized only when one is away from everything one has loved, liked, wanted, known and lost. 
You might not think about me anymore. You might think I am gone far away.. thrown in my world of matrimony and things which you are far away from. You might not even know what you mean to me. 
But i can only say that I am almost alive today, and I smile sometimes when I think of the way you made me feel. 
Thank you. 

For most of you on my eljay.